What happens when you are down to the final semester of college, your doing your internship, your children are so excited that you will slow down some and you think , "I am in the wrong profession!"  This is what happened to me this week.  Maybe it is the combination of three years of rushing around, trying to juggle being a mother to four and a student finally catching up with me.  I don't know.  I love children and I love what I like to call lightbulb moments.  When they really "get " something for the first time.  I love the little ones who are the most difficult to reach.  This is still my hearts desire.  I just feel somewhat overwhelmed at times.  I miss the days of being at home and being with my babies.  I miss cooking supper every night.  I miss rescuing needy mutts.  I guess I just miss a slower pace to my life.